My spirit is willing, but my flesh is weak.

I'm physically lethargic, but inside of me I wanna do so many things. Or rather, I have so many things yet to be accomplished. Somehow it seems like everyday's a Monday.

Days are passing by too quickly, I have lost track of time... It was until this evening while having my final theory lesson with my piano teacher that I was fully awakened that my theory exam is actually really just tomorrow. Aiming for a Distinction and hope to make my teacher proud cos of her sacrifice for me - I'm the only student she takes after 7pm + she has a family with 2 young boys... =( + it's a Friday.

Took a 35-mins walk home with 101 thoughts flashing through my mind... How can I be focused when different things are screaming for my attention? If being focused means neglecting other things and following your dream/aim/target, then isn't that being selfish... Or do you become a do-it-all and lose your focus...

Please share your views.

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Just when I felt like/was a zombie, someone came up to me on msn...

"hi"
"hey "
"u know hor... every time u say hi... there is so much energy in you...."

I told him it was only his imagination. Hahaha... *nods* But strangly after that I really felt more alive... Lol....

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Anyway, Marilyn, please don't become a musician- gone-mad and follow the footsteps of the early composers. Hahahaha... Did anyone of them come and possess you or what...?

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Ok gotta study for exam later... Back to the old school days of using a pencil and an eraser. =)